*i want it to be monday after 3pm
*i have homework to do that i really don't want to do
*i miss having christmas spirit
*i fear that i will never live near my family
*i hear spongebob squarepants
*i search for answers
*i wonder if there will ever be a time when i'm not somewhat sad
*i regret quite a few things, but cannot do anything about them
*i love colt hunter and my family
*i forgive even though it doesn't happen for me all the time
*i ache for happiness
*i always feel tired no matter how much sleep/rest i get or how many vitamins or energy drinks i take
*i try to not be negative; however, it is my nature
*i seem to always be in "limbo"
*i know that i have a bad temper sometimes
*i feel disappointed in myself that i cannot always see my blessings
*i dance no more. my time for proms and dances is long over
*i dream of living in WV near my family and friends
*i give in to a great deal more than i should have to
*i listen a great many cartoons
*i sing in the car, but hunter yells when it's too loud and he can't hear his movie
*i laugh at hunter's ornery grin and at the office and the big bang theory
*i can't get myself motivated to work out even for one week...i hate working out
*i cry more than i ever thought i would
*i sleep as much as i possibly can, but it's never enough
*i am being used as a jungle gym
*i see dust that i need to clean, but probably won't until the day my parents are supposed to come in
*i need to appreciate my life for what it is and stop wishing for what i don't have or don't need...easier said than done
*i should pray and trust God's will more
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